My grad school application is finally in.
In as in sent and received by the school.
In as in completely out of my hands.
Last week I had a bit of a hang up...It is a lot to explain but basically my head was swarming with default/deferment/holds and other awesome things that happen when you never receive a student loan bill.
But now, the hang up is un-hung.
And I am doubting myself.
All along, I have told myself, "When I go to grad school."
And now, I see that it is merely a possibility.
My entire life plan is a possibility.
I think about how I should have applied sooner.
And certainly I was crazy for only applying to one place.
I am totally doubting myself.