Yes, I realize Halloween was 2 weeks ago. The blog world is sooo over Halloween right now.
Here is my little fairy (minus her cute head flower thing) in a not so great cell phone picture.
(For the Halloween stuff I mean)
I haven't gotten around to uploading the real pictures yet.
Maybe by December?
But I am blogging.
The semester is finally winding down.
I mean, as long as you can count 2 more papers and 2 more presentations and 40 more hours of internship hours as winding down.
I feel like I am coming into myself more here. I know I have spoken about that at length before.
I have been reclaiming (and losing) parts of myself for the past 2 and a half years.
It's easy to lose yourself in your kids.
It's easy to lose yourself in your life.
I am slowly making a comeback.
I am still not good about going "out" without Gemma.
I would have to find a babysitter.
And like, leave her with them.
Even though I already abandon her for 40 hours a week.
I am not quite ready for it.
I am making friends!
Even MORE progress!
And in the past month I have cut my hair, bought myself some clothes, and other little things.
Things I am not so good at doing for myself.
I'd say that is progress too!
I think I made the right choice is coming here.
(Gemma just fell out of bed and I had to go save her. Totally unrelated, but thought I would share.)
So, as I was saying...
I think I did the right thing.
It was a step in the right direction.
I hope (and truly believe) that we will continue to make progress here.
It sure feels good to finally be moving forward.
Even though I guess I have been moving forward all along.